Friday, March 16, 2012

so much joy in thinking about picking up my books tomorrow at the library!

there genealogy section is HUGE!

currently studying the Old Louisville area...

Mercury Retrograde Review

Today is a good day , in between the normal chores to do a bit of house cleaning.Piggy backing on my last post , I continued to "clean house" mainly my old email address where I have seem to have kept some old emails, scripts, music projects all of which are a few years old.

Folders and emails deleted, trashed and moved on. I prepare a cup of coffee  to put on my Ancestor Altar. They have brought me all this way for something. A new life and a new beginning.

Instead of fighting Mercury, I will take this time to review and clean , see what works and leave behind that doesn't. This is the thing to do with the dang retrogrades as thy have a tendency to make you do it anyway. Soon I will get back to my Mom essay which I have yet to complete, right now I have to cut the threads of old attachments that are not life threads but hook that tear and bleed. Knowing that's what their meant to do , at one time, I would have felt I deserved it. But that time is passed, debt paid in full with interest.

I wonder if I'll ever be back there, beyond the visit? I don't know. Cities are like people, relationships and though I remain friend with some ex's , some are not mean't for friendship till time passes and healing happens and some growth occurs. I can't afford back there and that is why I am here. I don't feel to sore about it actually, being a native and seeing my city taken over by the rich. Sure they make some of the street pretty but I feel no ill will. I made my mark, they gave me a trophy and have the memories. I will keep but a few.

I am moving on.